recital's finally over...
i watched the last pianist stood up
and applauded with all my heart.
great joy i have within me.
it is finished.
a sense of pride,
joy and sadness welled up...
well, this is it...
out three year program has come to an end.
curtain closed for ACT 1.
dearest s.roo gave me a lift to the lrt...
and i there, i waited for 20mins.
i've never felt so alone
for such a long time.
waiting for the train in silence seemed
FOREVER.
it is not solitude that i am facing...
but loneliness...
in the midst of the joy you see upon every faces...
you still feel it.
the loneliness eats one up
it is unspeakable and unfathomable by others...
it cannot be expressed by words...
only the heart hears it
and feels for it.
the heart pounds life away.
and it is only God and I:
who heard the cries within me.
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