recital's TOMORROW!!!

am not FULLY prepared.

but by God's grace, He will see me through.

^^

i'm nervous
BUT
excited.

stressed
BUT
absolutely happy.

worry
AND
free

i am all...
MIXED UP.

oh well, sleep early tomorrow.
you have a long day to go!!!

tra-la-la~

what a weekend~

finally...i've survived my TOEFL...

i think.

it was a crazee Friday....

trial recital was...a lil rocky for me.

for some reason i blanked out...like seriously       

i was singing halfway thru and suddenly i forgot my music AND my text...

and 

dr kimmy went "carry on.." 

with her hand gesture of telling me to go on in the air.

i went through! survived Bernie...so am starting to love it tho i still can't count.hehe.

and on the same friday itself....

1200hrs

 finished my trial recital, changed my clothes and hit to KL Central.

takeaway Mc Donald's for Doris and I...

1300hrs 

we boarded the train

Ipoh, here we come!

1550hrs 

we arrived Ipoh

char kuey teow was nice...

Saturday 0840

KDU College, Penang

...TOEFL exam at 9am...and i was half asleep

1315hrs- Finally completed my papers!!!

BINGUNG 

O.o

after lunch we headed back to Doris' house.

and now?

Sunday, 1745

i'm back home...

blogging my hit and run...

roadtrip.

my agenda for tomorrow...

teach.work out.piano recital.

praise the Lord, my voice is recovering!!!

(^^)

recording was done though i'm not in my tip-top condition...

but then...it's almost NEVER in my best state!

still, it went on quite well...so...

i am quite happy.

tra-la-la~

I ♥ Hahn 

dear me...

please get well soon???

trial recital is in six days time and you cannot afford to get tired!

i know they're too heavy for you to cope that day...

so can you get well now? i let you rest for a day and half already...

Lord, please help me...

Stamina...i hope you're worth what i've been working for so far...

Strength...i hope you don't push yourself....

Mind...good job.but sometimes...please stop thinking too hard...Body can't follow..

Body...please co-operate with Mind...you're all hay-wired...what happened to you?

Heart...learn to open up...do not hesitate in doing what you love...

Will-Power....good for you...

Techniques...you better start kicking in and work more...at the mo, you're just making Will power to do most of the work!

To all of me...learn to sing...not just producing sounds...but SING...

Lord, I pray that You'll grant me the wisdom to know how to 

co-ordinate my being, balance myself and to sing...freely.

O.o

Argggghh...

sometimes i wish i can cekik mashimaro...

who in the right mind could be so stupid to not consider about  singers' condition?

cyn: "mashimaro, i was wondering if you can put all the three vocalists to the last three instead of 9.30am? it's a bit too early for the voice is not 'up' yet."

mashimaro (in a non believing and unbelievable expression) : "What?!!! What is wrong with putting vocalists at 9.30am? It's not as if it's 8...you have lots of time to prepare. 9.30am is not too early to sing!"

cyn: but mshimaro, it will take time for the voice to warm up...esp when we've been sleeping for so many hours. The voice opens up only later in teh morning and we will need at least 1- 1.5hrs to get the voice started.Voice is different from other instruments."

mashimaro: "no...i don't think so..."(with a stupid retarded smile)

cyn: "So, what you are saying is that we're not allowed to change our time slots? Then that means we will have to get up at, at least 5am to start warming up...and that is really early dumbass~"

mashimaro: "Yes." (in a triumphant way)

cyn(giving the defeated look): "Oh....okay...thanks for making our life horrible ugly-man"

How I just dislike him...Ugh!

nevermind....i shall talk to dr. pretty and mr big band next week~

no regrets~

i can't help but feel guilty upon my 'random' action on monday...

i joined Fitness First.

it's as if i acted on impulse....cuz you see,

i signed up for a week's trial...and i joined it on my first day of trial!

why?

because the promotion was too good to be missed!

anyway, i've been planning to join FF for quite some time...

so finally my thoughts are being put into action! (^-^)

so now...let's hope that my joining is not done is vain...

and i hope to get my stamina, strength and toned body out of it !

(need these three elements for my recital~)

i need a dress...PERIOD.

i need a dress for my recital.
(a  gown actually...i called it a dress....so that it sounds less forma...wth)

and so far...after months of searching...

i found this in Parkson, Pavilion...

by Carven Ong

this is the front....

from the side.....

i like it...BUT it's BLACK...

and black is boring

i like green...
green's my new black

i need a dress...i need a dress...

and an ideal one would be...

something strapless...long...but one that can lengthen my bodyline...

make me look slim...but not tiny...and pretty...

( why buy if it doesn't function that way?)

i so not want to look like a princess

(like how chun lan claims that everytime i wear a dress)

I want NEED something SIMPLE.SOPHISTICATED with a touch of ELEGANCE.

oh..and it must be affordable!

so there...

so yeah...for the umpteenth time...

i seriously need to get a dress...need a dress...get a dress...

lalala~

p.a.n.i.c

12th March 2010

aaahhhhhh!!!!!!!

trial recital is due in less than 2 weeks.

my memory works...75% done...but still...scary!

i can do it.i can do it.i can do it

and you know where does the problem lies now?

i am scheduled to sing at 9.30am

first in line

for

DEATH ROW

AND....it's sooooo early!!!!

gotta wake up early on 12th march...at least 5am...

then shower...bring my clothes to uni...and vocalize...

( i hate vocalizing in the mornings! it's so hard to wake the voice up! at least and hour and half mind you!)

okay....i shall not panic...

breathe....

maybe i should talk to dr. mashimaro...

let's hope that my time can be rescheduled to later in the morning or early afternoon. =(