Dearest you....

thank you for your concern.

after so many years...

thanks for caring.

just this...

this makes me smile.

here's to you, girlfriends!

my wonderful weekend

mom came on friday...along with dad and amos.

and thanks to my aunt who had generously brought my parents over!

so...i had dinner with ma, pa and mos-mos...along with my aunt, uncle sylvester,

isaack, cxi and chin...aunty izzy wasn't available then..

we had dinner in kenny rogers...so yeah...

bumped into aunty izziy after diner and we screamed squealed in Starbucks

and she gave me a great big hug...

one thing: my godmom gives really good bear hugs. i nearly choked when she squeezed me.

it took all the breath out of me =P

oh well, there goes saturday

dad and aunt went back on sunday...

mom,amos and i went to met

char and aunty iris after church service...

i could hardly recognize char-char...

gorgeous young lady!

anyway...i was so glad to see them as well...

went for swee teng and cynthia's wedding...obviously not mine~

Cynthia is reeaaallly pretty and all  =)

we presented two songs...2 bended rings and the prayer...

thank God all went well...despite the last minute practices!

met people i've not seen for ages actually...

and there were so many people who came...from Brunei.

wow...only now do i realize how much i miss them

and what's most fun is that we had a sleepover...

Cititel...

aunt iris and my mom...

char and i...

two on each bed....

moms feet against ours...

and we talked and talked an talked.

non stop....

till when the clock showed

0227

both parties gave up 

and

'kong out'

by 0230.

oh...did i mention???

all foursome brushed their teeth together...

oh my....how quickly time seems to pass...

i do miss those moments..NOW.

how quickly time flies...

and i am now in my final semester already!

i so not want to graduate at the mo...

starting to lose my sense of direction:

<<(O.o)>>> 

as to where will i be? what should i do? where will i go?

procrastination is my main element lately...

and running away from the fact of life is a simply...

No-no thing to do

...sigh...

i guess being a student is the best thing that can happen in life...

tho we do have our own pressures and worries...

but seriously, i think nothing beats the joy of studying!

so peeps, enjoy a student's life while you can and make the most out of it! 

what a weekend~

finally...i've survived my TOEFL...

i think.

it was a crazee Friday....

trial recital was...a lil rocky for me.

for some reason i blanked out...like seriously       

i was singing halfway thru and suddenly i forgot my music AND my text...

and 

dr kimmy went "carry on.." 

with her hand gesture of telling me to go on in the air.

i went through! survived Bernie...so am starting to love it tho i still can't count.hehe.

and on the same friday itself....

1200hrs

 finished my trial recital, changed my clothes and hit to KL Central.

takeaway Mc Donald's for Doris and I...

1300hrs 

we boarded the train

Ipoh, here we come!

1550hrs 

we arrived Ipoh

char kuey teow was nice...

Saturday 0840

KDU College, Penang

...TOEFL exam at 9am...and i was half asleep

1315hrs- Finally completed my papers!!!

BINGUNG 

O.o

after lunch we headed back to Doris' house.

and now?

Sunday, 1745

i'm back home...

blogging my hit and run...

roadtrip.

my agenda for tomorrow...

teach.work out.piano recital.

praise the Lord, my voice is recovering!!!

(^^)

recording was done though i'm not in my tip-top condition...

but then...it's almost NEVER in my best state!

still, it went on quite well...so...

i am quite happy.

tra-la-la~

I ♥ Hahn 

dear me...

please get well soon???

trial recital is in six days time and you cannot afford to get tired!

i know they're too heavy for you to cope that day...

so can you get well now? i let you rest for a day and half already...

Lord, please help me...

Stamina...i hope you're worth what i've been working for so far...

Strength...i hope you don't push yourself....

Mind...good job.but sometimes...please stop thinking too hard...Body can't follow..

Body...please co-operate with Mind...you're all hay-wired...what happened to you?

Heart...learn to open up...do not hesitate in doing what you love...

Will-Power....good for you...

Techniques...you better start kicking in and work more...at the mo, you're just making Will power to do most of the work!

To all of me...learn to sing...not just producing sounds...but SING...

Lord, I pray that You'll grant me the wisdom to know how to 

co-ordinate my being, balance myself and to sing...freely.

O.o

Argggghh...

sometimes i wish i can cekik mashimaro...

who in the right mind could be so stupid to not consider about  singers' condition?

cyn: "mashimaro, i was wondering if you can put all the three vocalists to the last three instead of 9.30am? it's a bit too early for the voice is not 'up' yet."

mashimaro (in a non believing and unbelievable expression) : "What?!!! What is wrong with putting vocalists at 9.30am? It's not as if it's 8...you have lots of time to prepare. 9.30am is not too early to sing!"

cyn: but mshimaro, it will take time for the voice to warm up...esp when we've been sleeping for so many hours. The voice opens up only later in teh morning and we will need at least 1- 1.5hrs to get the voice started.Voice is different from other instruments."

mashimaro: "no...i don't think so..."(with a stupid retarded smile)

cyn: "So, what you are saying is that we're not allowed to change our time slots? Then that means we will have to get up at, at least 5am to start warming up...and that is really early dumbass~"

mashimaro: "Yes." (in a triumphant way)

cyn(giving the defeated look): "Oh....okay...thanks for making our life horrible ugly-man"

How I just dislike him...Ugh!

nevermind....i shall talk to dr. pretty and mr big band next week~

no regrets~

i can't help but feel guilty upon my 'random' action on monday...

i joined Fitness First.

it's as if i acted on impulse....cuz you see,

i signed up for a week's trial...and i joined it on my first day of trial!

why?

because the promotion was too good to be missed!

anyway, i've been planning to join FF for quite some time...

so finally my thoughts are being put into action! (^-^)

so now...let's hope that my joining is not done is vain...

and i hope to get my stamina, strength and toned body out of it !

(need these three elements for my recital~)

O.o

i just realized...

Half a glass of Shandy can kong me out.

(way to go cyn...grow up please!)