it's been Sooooo long...

it feels good to love

it feels good to care

it feels good to appreciate.

^^

i can finally get all these things

back into my system once more.

('',)

i love the feeling of love!

but hey...call me crazy...

but the world needs a lil...

love, care and hope.

i am nothing 

compared to my wonderful Lord.

but if i can share just a lil care...

i will be happy.

watch it~

it peeves me 

to see that you only say

"hi"

when you need something from me.

am just sick of all the hidden agendas.

all the fake greetings

(i am sorry to be judgemental..but that's how i feel)

all the motives that you have...

be it for good

or bad.

if it happens once in a while,

it can be overlooked.

but it's almost everyday?

boy do i wish you were wiser.

and i do hope i am not like dat as well.

s.c.a.r.y

i wish you were true...

i do like you as a friend.

but i think you've crossed my boundary.

for today.

Lord, grant me a forgiving heart...

and the patience and wisdom to deal with this...

i pray that i will have a big heart...

cuz i am too much of a petty person sometimes.

=(

O.o

Argggghh...

sometimes i wish i can cekik mashimaro...

who in the right mind could be so stupid to not consider about  singers' condition?

cyn: "mashimaro, i was wondering if you can put all the three vocalists to the last three instead of 9.30am? it's a bit too early for the voice is not 'up' yet."

mashimaro (in a non believing and unbelievable expression) : "What?!!! What is wrong with putting vocalists at 9.30am? It's not as if it's 8...you have lots of time to prepare. 9.30am is not too early to sing!"

cyn: but mshimaro, it will take time for the voice to warm up...esp when we've been sleeping for so many hours. The voice opens up only later in teh morning and we will need at least 1- 1.5hrs to get the voice started.Voice is different from other instruments."

mashimaro: "no...i don't think so..."(with a stupid retarded smile)

cyn: "So, what you are saying is that we're not allowed to change our time slots? Then that means we will have to get up at, at least 5am to start warming up...and that is really early dumbass~"

mashimaro: "Yes." (in a triumphant way)

cyn(giving the defeated look): "Oh....okay...thanks for making our life horrible ugly-man"

How I just dislike him...Ugh!

nevermind....i shall talk to dr. pretty and mr big band next week~