Dear you...

Dear You...

thank you for calling me ‘honey’

sweetie,sis, girl, pretty and dear...

thank you for insisting that i should cry

thank you for understanding me...

thank you for being curious...

thank you for making me smile all these while.

thank you for walking with me through prayers.

and dear you?

thank you for loving me..

for encouraging, reminding...

and constantly reminding me of 

God’s love and faithfulness.

dearest you...

thank you for your prayers

for your hugs

and for asking questions...

thank you for caring...

you do not know how much they mean to me.

thank you for loving me...

which i can but only love in return.

darling you...

thank you for the journey we had for the past three years.

holding each other in love, prayers and encouragements.

thank you for always standing up for God.

thank you for being courageous,

for being a great leader,

for being humble

and for being faithful to God

dearie....you are...

a wonderful daughter,

a supportive girlfriend,

a loving sister...

what’s more...

you are an excellent friend.

i thank the Lord that our paths crossed.

i praise God for our up and downs

for He drew us closer to Him

and i am glad you shine for Him!

i love you so much!

and dear you... 

remember the whacky moments in the car?

well  i wonder....

who will be my next victim.

i miss you hanging out with you...

may the Lord bless our friendship

(and sisterhood!)

and may we continue to serve Him...

WITH ALL OUR HEART.

xoxo

cyn

how quickly time flies...

and i am now in my final semester already!

i so not want to graduate at the mo...

starting to lose my sense of direction:

<<(O.o)>>> 

as to where will i be? what should i do? where will i go?

procrastination is my main element lately...

and running away from the fact of life is a simply...

No-no thing to do

...sigh...

i guess being a student is the best thing that can happen in life...

tho we do have our own pressures and worries...

but seriously, i think nothing beats the joy of studying!

so peeps, enjoy a student's life while you can and make the most out of it! 

a productive day

had dinner with ko-ko and his girl yesterday. talked alot about our church lives and how we felt...and i AM thankful that thru that sharing (in Simpsonville) jie-jie stated that we should pray for ourselves that we do what is ight in God's eyes and have the wisdom to make a difference and that we should get together and pray for our church as well :) and even have some time to do devotion together!! oh how exciting it is to revive this type of relationship once more! (my prayers have been answered! Praise the Lord!)

woke up at 6.30am this morning...its a good thing..but its HOLIDAY...wish i could sleep in longer but i just can't! anyway, woke up and said a prayer ^^. Tidied up my room, swept the house twice and mopped the entire house..thrice in fact. ^^. Hope that i can maintain this kinda lifestyle..hehe..it feels so good now. time to get my breakfast!

p/s: dad's coming over on wed!!! i'm just glad. miss dad so much!

it's been a week since i got back home and i'm already missing it...

counting down the days i am going to spend in this place makes my heart ache.

i don't know when will i return to this place again.

coming back this time is far more different than last June...let's get this straight..

Looking around in church..many has gone overseas to pursue their dreams, the little ones has grown. How could i have not noticed that? When did they turn to be such beaty and so tall? It was like yesterday when they were small!

We've moved to a new church..PRAISE GOD!! memories of my church childhood were made in the old place...but still, God's grace has always been sufficient and His blessings? I don't think neither i nor anyone can doubt it. and so....future memories will be made in the new one!

change

wednesday...i skipped prayer meeting.

i was depressed...

on the change that was made..

on the person i turned out to be.

i used to be caring,

i used to be sincere.

almost humble i would say.

what happened? i do not know.

the days pass like seconds- never turning back.

it was almost too late when i realized.

caught up with my activities in life,

i was blinded by it.

success and victories that were claimed-

i was happy, i was thankful.

most of all i was blessed.

not by my doing but by God's hand.

but all those accomplishments...

are turning me into a monster.

i turn proud... arrogant... complicated...

time were lost to tasks needed to be done.

and as clock ticks life away,

i grew into someone i know not of.

as i look at the person in the mirror,

i recognize the shell of that reflection,

but i do not know of its inner self anymore.

the heart asked,

"where did you put God?"

the mind answers,

"i can't remember where you told me to squeeze it to.

some corner i suppose."

"try to find Him will ya?He's somewhere near."

"You're too busy, remember? Let's just wait till you're free."

Let's just face it..

laziness is not an option,

it all depends on the willingness..

humility before the Almighty

I know God never left me...

yet its so unfair that i decided to ignore Him.

He is part of my life, yes indeed...

but my problem is...

i did not let Him to be part of my everything...

when He made me to be part of His great plans.

i need time,perhaps..

to rethink about my life.

time to clear out who i am..

i need to set my priorities right.

to learn to be

humble, faithful, obedient..

to follow my Redeemer.

honest, truthful and sincere..

to live a life that makes a difference.